I'm sitting here waiting for dinner to be done and earlier Will and I started talking about the military since we got a letter from them today. Will has decided to join the military. The navy to be exact and is planning on leaving for boot camp after Aiden is born. I'm so confused about how I feel about this whole.. thing. I'm worried, I'm scared, I'm... I don't even know! I just know I am going to miss him so much! I'm greatfull because I will have Aiden to keep me busy and hopefully keep my mind off of being away from him for 8 weeks. But so much will change and happen once we begin this journey and honestly I am terrified!
Sometimes I lie in bed and just look at him. Watch him sleep and just take in that image, trying hard to burn it into my retnas or something so I can just close my eyes when hes not here and see him there next to me sleeping. I guess thats what happens when you're in love ya know?
For now,
Shauna
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